Finding perfection. Searching for love.
SW: 61 kg(134lbs) , CW:56Kg (124lbs) , GW1: 55kg (121lbs) , GW2:50kg (110lbs) , GW3:45kg (99lbs) , UGW:43kg(96lbs). ✨Binge free days = 0✨
@stars-wanderer is my other blog :) @marybeltra is my main account but I don't post on it (it's the one I'll follow you with)
I literally dreamed about myself being skinny. I couldn’t stop touching my hip bones. It felt soooo good. I want to be conscious and be able to touch it too. Please please please. I’m begging, full my body with hate, with motivation, with revenge. Please Ana, Please Mia. If you give me motivation, I will give you my brand new attractive body.
one of my main motivators to lose weight is because i want to be loveable.
i dont want to be the big, loud, brash girl who makes people uncomfortable.
i want to be quiet, and small, and so delicate that people want to look after me.
i want boys to be able to pick me up and throw me around as if i weigh nothing, and love me for it.
i want to feel beautiful. not to have to work every single day just to not hate myself, no, i want to look at myself in the mirror and think “damn, i look good”
i want to stop being an exception to peoples rule. i dont want to be the one chubby girl they like, i want to be the thinnest girl theyve ever been with.
i want people to turn around and comment on how good i look, how much weight ive lost, how delicate and petite and quiet i am
i just want to be beautiful.
whats your motivation today?
just a reminder
i. do. not. promote. eating. disorders. of. any. kind. whatsoever.
if you are trying to recover, please, get the fuck away from my blog.
the reason i have this blog is for my own motivation.
seek help: 1-800-931-2237
Don’t mind me as I reblog this a million times
just a reminder
i. do. not. promote. eating. disorders. of. any. kind. whatsoever.
if you are trying to recover, please, get the fuck away from my blog.
the reason i have this blog is for my own motivation.
seek help: 1-800-931-2237
Don’t mind me as I reblog this a million times
Since it’s finals season here’s to the people that:
- try and get D’s and F’s still
- failed a class or classes this semester
- didn’t get into the college they wanted
- struggle with learning disabilities
- couldn’t get scholarships due to a low gpa
- have mental illnesses that zap their motivation to do anything else besides make it through the day
- have to take summer school
- weren’t able to graduate
You are not an idiot. You do have worth. And you CAN still go places in life. Your report card does not define your worth as a person.
Take care 💛
Repost and comment the best things you’ve noticed since you’ve started restricting!
I’ll start:
Ribs pop out when i lay down
Collarbones show more
Clothes getting too big
My mom said i look thinner than i did 3 months ago (shes blunt about everything so i know shes not just saying it)
remember: those girls you’re reblogging, screenshotting and obsessing over - they’re real people. they went through the process you’re going through rn, and they did it. and you can too.
this is the motivation i needed rn
Reblog for motivation
